How to Break In and Succeed as a Screenwriter

How to Break In and Succeed as a Screenwriter Ok .. Now another one .. Tom Lazarus talks about his method! :)

IBM: A Work in Progress

IBM: A Work in Progress Well, the stock is high but what happens 2 all those people whose jobs went to India?

Dastane Bebe va Happy cow

Agha ma raftim le Pain Quotidiene ba Omid ke ye brunch mashti e asasi bekhorim va man ham dastanhai e esmesho nabar ro baraye Omid tarif konim .. Aghaye Bebe ham baad az 100 sal baraye avalin bar Tshirt happy cow e mohtaram ro eftetah kardeh boodan .. Agha the lady server comes:
Lady Server: Wowww.. I love ur shirt .. ur cow
Bebe: Tnx!
Lady: I'm a cow 2!
Bebe: Wow.. v. cool
Lady: I know the perfect cow joke for u shirt !
Bebe: So, tell us the joke

The girk takes a look at me and says: No, I'll tell u later.
Then she leaves ve hame ma too khomari ke dastan e joke chi bood .. Kholase eina hei migan : Kathy boro dastat ro beshoor ke man raftam va shostam vali khabari nashod az ein ke dastan chi bood

Baadesh rafyim Rodeo Drive gham bezanim .. Man ke too ein shahr zendegi mikonam .. sal be sal nemiram einja .. AAgha ghadam be ghadam dokhtarai e celeb jaan einakashoon ro varmidashtan ke neveshte t-shirt bebe jaan ro bekoonaan ye joke e kamel bood ta oonja ke omid goft: baba farbod ein t-shirtet ro bede man bepooosham!!!:)

Koli az dast e ein aghaye happy cow khandidim!

The Machinist ,El Maquinista

Thriller/Drama/Mystery
Christian Bale .... Trevor Reznik
Jennifer Jason Leigh .... Stevie
Written by Scott Kosar who wrote Chainsaw masacre(2003) and Amityville horror. Graduated from SC and MFA from UCLA.Directed by Brad Anderson.

Brad Anderson is a refreshingly normal kind of genius. But the movies he makes are anything but. His last film, the much-neglected Session 9, offered an unforgettable blend of atmosphere, horror and metaphysics. His new film The Machinist features an astonishing performance from one of film’s most respected actors, Christian Bale who brings his considerable skills and a shocking 63 pound weight loss to a paranoid story about guilt, identity and the power of the conscience to enact payment.

I sat down with Anderson as he was in Chicago to promote his film, which played to 2 sold out screenings at CIFF 2004.

D: I’ve seen the Machinist compared to Fight Club but I’m surprised that noone has compared it to Insomnia or Memento or Vanilla Sky. It seems to me that both films are morality plays in a way that makes the very different from Fight Club.

B: …in the sense that characters in those films are on this inward journey where they learn something very vital about themselves? Well. Scott Kosar wrote the script about four years ago. His main references were the Dostoevsky novels he was reading.

When I make a movie of course I’m influenced by other filmmakers I admire but I try to stay away from doing things as an homage. I certainly borrow stylistically if I think it will help the story. As far as comparisons to other films The Machinist would definitely fit into that sort of sub genre where characters have some sort of epiphany in the last act. In our film we start with a character who is literally dying, for some unknown reason, from a lack of sleep which I hope sets the audience off into asking why?

D: It’s interesting to see the psychological thriller making a comeback but it seems like even the good films in that vein are having a hard time at the box office. And critics have also seemed to go after them as well. The Village, Identity, and The Forgotten, would be examples.

B: Well, I think this film is quite a bit different. First there’s really no supernatural, Twilight Zone twist. In the end what the audience learns is what Trevor Reznick learns about himself. I do think you’re right though, audiences have seemed to have grown tired of watching a movie only to find out that the character is dead, or he’s crazy, or the village is just a trick.

We didn’t treat Trevor’s problem like a gimmick. Sure our movie reveals something important at the end; the story is about recovering a memory, but it’s also about guilt and the way that guilt can eat you alive. We telegraph that pretty clearly from the very first scene, and I think the movie hinges on watching Trevor go through this emotional torment.

D: Guilt is something you’ve really mined well in your last two films. And you also ask your audiences to invest a lot of empathy, even sympathy for difficult characters. Why is it you’re drawn to that kind of story and storytelling?

B: Session 9 was my first foray into that kind of darker territory. I’d done two romantic comedies prior to that. Session 9 was really our attempt to make a very character driven horror movie but by horror I mean something different than what most people think of. People, especially critics, seem to associate horror with cheese ball shock tactics. We wanted to make a movie that slowly got under your skin, that was about building, inescapable dread. Obviously guilt plays a heavy part in that for characters in both Session 9 and The Machinist. They realize something horrible about themselves.

The funny thing is that I didn’t write The Machinist so I didn’t realize the similarity of the two films until we were done filming. But I was definitely drawn to it for the same reasons I was drawn into making Session 9. Let’s face it: stories about guilty people are fascinating. What’s more profound than people wrestling with their conscience? We all have our hidden secrets, our skeletons in the closet, our feelings of guilt; these things weigh on everyone to a degree.

D: That seems to be at the heart of what makes your darker movies tic. You attempt to generate a lot empathy, even sympathy, for characters that do horrible things. You’re not satisfied to cast them as psychotic monsters.

B: That’s why, to me, these movies are hard to leave in that category we think of when we think of the horror film. Because we defy people’s impressions of what a horror movie is supposed to deliver. The films definitely have a lot of the genre’s whistles and bells but ultimately they’re character studies. In Session 9 I deliberately cast Peter Mullen as Gordon because I thought the audience would be able to relate to him as a hard working blue-collar man with a new family. I think if you can’t generate sympathy for the monster then you’re not making something that will resonate. Look at Frankenstein. The power of that film is the empathy and the sympathy it generates for the creature.

D: Of course dread, guilt, sympathy, all of this presupposes loss and the need for some type of base level salvation.

B: In Scott’s original script there was no real redemption at the end and I did go back and ask him to help make Trevor a more sympathetic character. I guess I feel that, especially when working with material this dark, I want there to be some light as well, to not lose sight of that balance. Even at the end of Session 9, which leaves Gordon alone and weeping, maybe there’s a sense that he’s aware of his monstrousness even if he hasn’t paid the price for it yet.

D: But yet we get the almost oddly reassuring voice of Simon telling us how evil works.

B: Yeah, the weak and wounded. That’s what makes these kinds of movies so interesting for me. Getting in the head of the villain is a lot more interesting because so often you find that they’re broken, they can’t just be dismissed as the ‘evil other’,

D: Well, and when you’re creating something it’s often much better to let the characters do whatever seems most honest and true to who they are. Otherwise they stop being real. Our society seems so bent on forming itself around the idea that the police and the courts and the psychiatrists can solve everything but really the problems are much more complex than that and have to do with the universality of evil.

B: It’s intuitive. The best creative decisions I’ve ever made spring from that, not from trying to please some audience demographic. The Machinist was such a good experience because I was given essentially free reign to make the movie that way. Making the movie in Spain helped too. European producers seem more trusting; I really didn’t have any interference at all.

D: Do you see yourself going that financing route again or would you like to work with the larger American studios?

B: I’d be interested in trying my hand at a bigger picture. Whether it’s a studio film or not I would like to have more money because it allows you a broader vision. I mean, I know some directors who work on bigger projects and in the end it means more compromises but every movie is a series of compromises in some way. You never get exactly what you wanted; reality never jibes with what was in your head. But being able to make compromises on your own terms means you can live with them. If you’re being told by the studio marketing department that you have to change the ending because fifty three percent of the test audience doesn’t get it, well… more and more that’s how films are being made and not just studio films but even smaller independent films. The assumption is that you can sell a movie like you sell a stick of gum.

D: Unfortunately… you can.

B: And this is where the audiences are just as culpable as the studios. We buy into this crap. We make movies like, I don’t know…name any movie….

D: Go ahead…make some friends…

B: I’m guilty too. I go to these movies myself because I know they’re gonna suck. I guess in some weird gleeful way it’s satisfying to see something bad sometimes.

D: I’m impressed the words Aliens Vs. Predators did not come out of your mouth once…

B: It was just about to.

D: As far as filmmaking itself how do you deal with the tension between the script and the camera?

B: That’s an interesting question. I mean this is why films need directors. It’s a translation process. The Machinist is the first script I didn’t write or co write. For the scripts I write, I tend to think very visually. They’re almost a blueprint for how to shoot the movie. With Scott’s script the thing that drew me to it was it’s simplicity. It was very uncluttered. There was a lot of beautifully stark, evocative imagery but it was in between the words. I saw the possibility to visually, cinematically translate his story.

It’s not a calculation. The tone is the hardest thing to capture and maintain for any film. It’s intangible; it’s made up of all the different elements that make up the film. A different person would have made an entirely different movie here than I did. I could have seen a hipster, fast cutting graphic novelly thing with some industrial band doing the soundtrack and lots of Matrix style freeze frame… I wanted to consciously do something that had a more languid old-fashioned sense of timelessness about it. By taking out the contemporary gloss, I think the movie becomes more of a parable because, and it starts with Scott’s script, The Machinist isn’t like a story that actually happened, it’s a more of a cautionary sort of fable.

I knew I wanted the film to unspool more like a nightmare, to not be in your face, but those are choices I made as a director that seemed apparent to me the first time I read the script.

D: It’s interesting that we seem to be getting better at adapting works to the screen. More and more people walk out of theaters saying, “That’s exactly what was in my head.”

B: Yeah, we’re thinking cinematically more and more. Not only that but the arbitrary stories of life are being packaged more and more like movies. Look at the current political campaign, it has a first act, and a second act and now we’re moving into the big climactic third act. Of course life doesn’t fit that cinematic structure at all. Life isn’t that….smart.

D: But that’s what you’re movies are about. Finding that indefinable something, in this case, horror in the everyday, vs. finding it in Count Dracula or…

B: That’s why Polanski and Hitchcock is so influential to me. They were masters of paranoia. Polanski would always shoot through doorways and hide part of the action and the entire audience would be trying to look around the doorframe. If I can imbue something as seemingly mundane as a post it note with menace then I’m doing my job as a filmmaker.

D: Even your environments invite paranoia. The white industrial noise of a machine shop or the stark irrational decrepitude of Danvers Asylum…. They’re man-made environments but they’re also man-unmade.

B: When I first saw the building we used for Session 9, I was struck by how beautifully ugly it was. Decrepit building on a hillside covered with overgrown meadows…stuff that’s falling apart is so much more interesting. The locations can do so much to help you tell a story. In The Machinist we wound up shooting in Barcelona Spain so when we took out all those cultural markers I think we created a real sense of dislocation. … we don’t know where Trevor is, and even Trevor himself doesn’t seem to be sure of where he is. I don’t know if you noticed but there are also no laptops, or cellphones or name brands onscreen. That nondescript quality creates a sense of unease but it’s very subtle.

D: Let’s talk about your use of the theremin. It certainly bridges the gap between the characters mental state and the Twilight Zone situations and geographies they find themselves in. But were you ever concerned that a certain level of kitsch would work itself onscreen?

B: The theremin brought a real originality to the mix. It’s grim and haunting but it’s also sort of funny. It’s an instrument that people associate with bad sci-fi and horror films from the fifties and sixties but for me I thought that resonance would actually serve the picture well because there is a lot of perverse humor in the film. I mean essentially The Machinist is the story of a man chasing his own tail. And whatever else you want to say about the instrument, theremin is also highly emotional and after hearing the score from The Day the Earth Stood Still I knew immediately we had to have it in the film. It sets the tone in a way no other instrument could.

D: Speaking of original choices did you and Christian talk ahead of time about losing the enormous amount of weight he did for the role?

B: We never did. The script described Trevor as a walking skeleton, and I knew he would lose some weight because Chris is a dedicated actor. I assumed he’d lose maybe fifteen or twenty pounds, we’d put him in some baggy clothes, but… when he showed for the shoot it was shocking…he literally looked like he’d stepped off the train at Dachau. I think the total weight loss was something like 63 pounds. But of course the minute I saw it I realized it was perfect because Trevor needed to wear his torment, we needed to be able to see it eating him alive. It lent this marvelous weight to the central questions of the film, “Who am I?” “Who are You?” To see our character stripped down to his most basic essentials and still asking that question, wow! I’ve worked with some terrific actors and that’s something they all have in common. The ability to immerse themselves into whatever was required to tell a great story.

D: What’s next?

B: Well I have a dark “Don’t Look Now” type thriller called Lucid that I’m developing at Warner Brothers and that would be my first studio film if I got that going. And then I have a Brazilian Bossanova musical set in Rio during the sixties. It would be another genre hop which I like doing but ultimately I really do love these dark psychological films.

A Review:
Review by Carlo Cavagna

he script by Scott Alan Kosar (Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Amityville Horror) calls for a protagonist who looks like a “walking skeleton.” That's exactly what you get. With his every tendon, joint, and bone outlined against skin stretched taut, Trevor Reznik looks less like a human being and more like an anatomy class visual aid. Director Brad Anderson spends so much screen time lingering over Trevor's body as he stretches and moves that The Machinist sometimes resembles a yoga video for the undead. A hooker named Stevie (Jennifer Jason Leigh) observes that if Trevor were any skinnier, he wouldn't exist. His boss is more succinct. “I think you look like toasted shit.”

The actor who portrays Trevor is so dangerously underweight that it takes a while to recognize Christian Bale. Even in a time when weight gains and losses in the service of a role have become commonplace, Bale has accomplished an astonishing change, dropping a full sixty pounds to portray the 120-pound Trevor. And, clearly, he has gained the weight right back again, because he just finished shooting Batman Begins, which no doubt required a more heroic physique. How did Bale do it? “I didn't eat; that was it.”

The point is that Trevor, who claims not to have slept in a year, is a man so consumed by Something that he is wasting away to nothingness. Had Bale simply slimmed down a bit, you wouldn't have believed that he literally could be wasting away. By shedding such a drastic amount of weight, Bale physically manifests Trevor's internal torture, and therefore, whatever is haunting or pursuing Trevor a ppears all the more dangerous and horrifying.


Christian Bale looks like "toasted shit" in The Machinist.
Trevor is, as the title suggests, a machinist. His lonely existence consists of repetitive work at a local factory (where he irritates his boss by quoting labor regulations chapter and verse), late-night suppers at the airport diner where he flirts with the amiable waitress (Aitan Sánchez-Gijón), and occasional paid liaisons with Stevie, who has a soft spot for him.

All is not well, however. Trevor can't sleep. Mysterious Post-It notes appear on his refrigerator, taunting him with games of Hangman and questions like, “Who are you?” When a bizarre big-toothed stranger named Ivan (John Sharian) shows up at the factory, Trevor's downward spiral accelerates, resulting in a gruesome workplace accident involving professional screen villain Michael Ironside (Highlander 2, Starship Troopers). Little inconsistencies begin to add up to big questions. It is not giving away too much to say that Trevor begins finding it difficult to separate reality from hallucination.

Thanks to Bale's remarkable dedication and immersion, Trevor is a consistently compelling protagonist, even when he's not particularly likeable. Director Brad Anderson, who seems to make only romantic comedies (Next Stop Wonderland, Happy Accidents) and psychological horror (Session 9), has something to do with the film's success as well. Narratively and thematically, The Machinist is a logical extension of Anderson 's work in Session 9. It's even more psychological and introspective, so much so that Anderson failed to find a U.S. source of financing, and instead made the film in Spain. Unlike his previous films, Anderson didn't write or edit The Machinist, but it is unquestionably his work. As in Session 9, Anderson plays with bizarre sounds, which often provide scene transitions. It always seems to be 1:30 am. The film appears to have all color sucked out of it, except for Ivan's electric red 1969 Pontiac Firebird. An old-fashioned Bernard Hermann-style soundtrack by Roque Baños heightens the haunted, noir mood.

In some respects The Machinist is a stronger film than Session 9. The Machinist coheres better as a story, and seems a more assured and sophisticated film, relying on the audience to pay close attention rather than engaging in scare tactics. However, it is less of an edge-of-your-seat movie than Session 9. Rather than gripping, The Machinist is just creepy and disturbing. Obviously, the setting of Session 9—an actual abandoned insane asylum that cast members have called the scariest place on earth—has something to do with Session 9's thrills. But the main difference is that Session 9 keeps you guessing, while The Machinist does not. Because it's patently obvious that much of the film is in Trevor's head, your suspense may occasionally be replaced by irritation—“Okay, get on with the explanation already!”

Ivan is a character straight out of David Lynch, or a half-dozen other recent films. He's not particularly effective, because there isn't much doubt about who or what he is. Anderson borrows rather obviously from his own Session 9 and other films like Memento, the original Norwegian Insomnia, and Secret Window. If you've seen even one or two of these films, where The Machinist is going won't be difficult to figure out, and you may find yourself occasionally impatient to get there. However, The Machinist remains a sublimely crafted film, so if you can forget about the destination and lose yourself in the sensory experience, you're in for quite a treat.

Plan of week 07/18/05

Read Janna book on formatting before starting(07/19)
Read Justine script and write notes (07/20)+screening of the Island so I have 2 wake up early in the morning
Rewrite first 4 pages on 07/19
See machinist
Send my pages 2 Chantale group
Email her 2 follow up
Call Al

Plan of attack for 07-18/05

* Remember each character should have their own way of speaking. This way you can give them distinct personalites.One way of doing this is thinking about what that person write in their blog on a daily basis.

*U have promised 2 write 4 pages a week.

*Some movies to see:

LA Story:Harris Telemacher is the "Wacky Weather" presenter for a Los Angeles television station. He finds himself battling the insane conditions and people caused by the manic chaos that is Los Angeles. Striving to achieve happiness (or at least a date), he finds a helping hand from the last person he expected: the city of Los Angeles itself.
Actors: Steve martin/Sarah Jessica !/Directed by Mick Jackson is British and is the same guy who did: Bodygaurd.

Should watch as Janna thinks are similar to my story. It's good to see how I feel after watching them as that feeling is the "tone" of the movie that I'm looking for.

An affair to remember: Handsome playboy Nicky Ferrante and beautiful night club singer Terry McKay have a romance while on a cruise from Europe to New York. Despite being engaged to other people, both agree to reunite at the top of the Empire State Building in six months. However, an unfortunate accident keeps Terry from the reunion, and Nicky fears that she has married or does not love him anymore. Will he discover the truth behind her absence and reunite with his one true love, or has fate and destiny passed them by?
It has Cary Grant and Deborah Kerr.

A fond kiss:In Glasgow, Scotland, the Pakistani parents of Casim Khan have decided that he is going to marry his cousin Jasmine. Unfortunately, Casim has just fallen in love with his younger sister's music teacher Roisin. Not only is she 'goree', a white woman, she is also Irish and catholic, things that may not go down well with Casim's parents. They start a relationship but Casim is torn between following his heart and being a good son.
Keywords on Imdb: Interracial-relationship and Marriage of convinience
This is directed by Ken Loach. He has a big list of interesting films. Should check him out more. British.
Also Known As:
Bacio appassionato, Un (Italy)
Beso cariñoso, Un (Spain)
Just a Kiss (Europe: English title)
Produced by Rebbeca O'brien
It is written by Paul Laverty : An awesome guy.. I should see all his movies:
Biography for
Paul Laverty

Mini biography
Paul Laverty was born in Calcutta, India, to an Irish mother and Scottish father. He obtained a Philosophy degree at the Gregorian University in Rome. Thereafter he obtained a law degree in Glasgow, Scotland, and went on to do an apprenticeship with two of Scotland's most celebrated lawyers. He became a fully qualified practicing lawyer concentrating on civil and criminal law. (Miscellaneous case-load, from homelessness to preparation of murder trials.) In the mid eighties he travelled to Nicaragua, Central America, and lived there for almost three years. He worked for a Nicaraguan domestic human rights organisation which provided hard evidence of human rights abuses during the war between the Nicaraguan Government (The Sandinistas) and the United States backed "Contras" in which the subject of human rights became highly contested. He travelled to the war-zones and obtained corroborated eye witness accounts which were past on to international human rights organisations. He also travelled widely in El Salvador, during its civil war, and Guatemala too. (His interests in Latin America affairs continued much later with long research trips to Chiapas in Mexico, and along the US - Mexican border concentrating on the city of Juarez.)

After his time in Central America Paul made contact with British director Ken Loach as a result of which he wrote Carla's Song, his first screenplay, starring Bobby Carlyle, followed by My Name is Joe in which Peter Mullan won best actor in the Cannes Film Festival of 2000, followed by Bread and Roses, shot in Los Angeles, starring Adrien Brodie. Paul's next script, Sweet Sixteen won best screenplay award in the Cannes film festival of 2002. Paul and Ken have a very close working relationship now spanning over ten years. Paul has written five full length feature scripts and one short directed by Ken Loach and they have several other projects in development. Both work closely with producer Rebecca O'Brien.

Before writing he likes to immerse himself in the world of the film and carries out detailed research before writing the first draft. While he continues to work with Ken Loach he has other feature projects in development with other directors.

*Shower:Shenzhen businessman, Da Ming, goes home to Beijing when he thinks his father has died. He finds his father hard at work at the family's bathhouse (the false message was a ruse of Da's mentally-handicapped, exuberant brother, Er Ming, to get Da home). Da stays a couple days, observing his father being social director, marriage counselor, and dispute mediator for his customers and a boon companion to Er. Da is caught between worlds: the decaying district of his childhood and the booming south where he now lives with a wife who's not met his family. When Da realizes his father's health is failing and the district is slated for razing, he must take stock of family and future.

*Maria full of grace written by Joshua Marston

Biography for
Joshua Marston

Mini biography
Joshua Marston was born in California. His way to film direction has been atypical. Indeed, he first worked in Paris as a journalist for Life, then for ABC News during the Gulf War. He later turned to teaching in Prague where he was an English teacher for a year. Back in the USA he gaduated in Chicago, becoming a master of political sciences before getting a film direction degree from the University of New York. He made his first short in 1999.

Tonight show with Jay Leno

OK.. Jay Leno for the first time at NBC studios ..tickets were thanks to Pezhman.. After a lot of hassle of not eating lunch and all that we showed up sharp at 3:30 PM 2 be the last people in line .. So, my advice if u want 2 go 2 these shows,show up latest by 3:00!
The guests were Senator John McCaine and Gary Busey
Well.. Senator .. OK ..it gave me some insight .. in my opinion he seemed 2 be a true follower of Mr. George W .. No wonder he was competing with him from the Republican party and for me there is no doubt he'll be the one running next time .. yeap .. Mrs. Hillary Clinton .. if u go , he'll be the one on the road of election with u ..
Here is just one example from him I remember:
IMMIGRATION REFORM “A MATTER OF LIFE AND DEATH”
For Immediate Release
Wednesday, Jan 07, 2004

Washington, D.C. - U.S. Senator John McCain (R-AZ) issued the following statement today in response to the President’s immigration proposal:

“I applaud President Bush for his leadership on this critical issue and urge Congress to take action now on immigration reform. Immigration is a national security issue for all Americans and a matter of life and death for many living along our borders. The urgency of this issue should not be ignored and Congressional action this year is an imperative.”

For God's sake u better understand there are people who die in an instant because of these immigration stock situation and there are people who die little by little .. they will not fall and collapse in a second but the roller coaster of immigration gives them such stress and distress that affects their fertility,maternity and in genral life span .. May be I go and study some anthropology or demography stuff just 2 prove my point ..
Anyhow .. He said that he prays for US troops to win every night and I pictured him kneeling on the ground on the stripped pijamas and praying .. but to WIN WHAT? Win the killing of people who don't like them 2 be at their land ? That's an interesting WIN .. the Applause sign went on and some people clapped but give me a break ..can any one here tell me win what?
Then Jay showed a pic of his rather mansion in Phoenix and he said:" Clinton wanted every American 2 have a house and I want each American 2 have one of these!!" Yeah , right! They way I see it now .. Even a mouse hole is so freaking expnesive and has soared but my salary ... tnx 2 GOD .. flat till annual raise stuff!
That Gary Debussy was fun .. kind of deformed and a TV guy so did not know him much ..
This Wicked cast performed .. marvulous green .. I guess it's the witch of Emerlad city story ..I loved that story and this Green attracts so might go for it .. on August 6th?!

Spielberg's film moves to Rabat

Spielberg's film moves to Rabat This is cool .. I'm trying 2 imagine how the city would look like esp. with all those little fitti khanooms going here and there !!
The subject of the film .. that's OK for me ...though .. I like to see this new guy though who might become the next 007 .. Eric Bana!! And the best it happens in my lovely 70's!

Design for Tina: Color Genius

Tina is my super dooper cool hairdresser .. with a great taste of movies and music .. It was some time I was wondering what can give her as a gift that I came up with this idea: Color Genius ... She's indeed a color genius with all the miracles she does on my head with colors and such .. so, with the help of guru Farbod .. Khepeleh has a new design : COLOR GENIUS!

We made her a T-shirt and I'm hoping 2 give it 2 her on Friday this week when I see her ...

If your are a graphist .. stylist .. painter .. or have a way with colors .. check out this design .. color genius is what u are!!

I'm back from Peru

Yeah I'm back from Peru ... Great country .. wonderful people and lots of culture and colorful stuff everwhere .. I'll write about it one day when I have more time but for now .. I want to say that I can't talk about Peru ..

My Peru thing in my mind and heart has turned into a taboo subject .. all the beautiful journey .. the hardship of MacchuPicchu hike is hidden inside my chest and it's going 2 remain there ...

Why? Have I gone mad? Have I lost my talkative bully bully nature?! No .. not yet .. but I can't talk about Peru as my baby was here and we couldn't travel 2gether .. I went on this trip 2 break that barrier of imprisonment by INS rules for 5 years in my heart .. It was good .. Alas ..when u're a couple .. one can play only so much and enjoy .. u feel lost and u want him 2 be with u .. the cruel round of ame check and the crap stuff has stopped it ..

I don't tell any one about Peru except my work people .. at the buttom of my heart and somewhere down my belly .. I will consider the real freedom from this US imprisonment when baby and I can fly 2gether ....

I hope that day comes soon may be tomorrow?!! :)