I'm back from Peru

Yeah I'm back from Peru ... Great country .. wonderful people and lots of culture and colorful stuff everwhere .. I'll write about it one day when I have more time but for now .. I want to say that I can't talk about Peru ..

My Peru thing in my mind and heart has turned into a taboo subject .. all the beautiful journey .. the hardship of MacchuPicchu hike is hidden inside my chest and it's going 2 remain there ...

Why? Have I gone mad? Have I lost my talkative bully bully nature?! No .. not yet .. but I can't talk about Peru as my baby was here and we couldn't travel 2gether .. I went on this trip 2 break that barrier of imprisonment by INS rules for 5 years in my heart .. It was good .. Alas ..when u're a couple .. one can play only so much and enjoy .. u feel lost and u want him 2 be with u .. the cruel round of ame check and the crap stuff has stopped it ..

I don't tell any one about Peru except my work people .. at the buttom of my heart and somewhere down my belly .. I will consider the real freedom from this US imprisonment when baby and I can fly 2gether ....

I hope that day comes soon may be tomorrow?!! :)