Baz ham sabr

.. Man bayad baz ham sabr konam .. baz ham .. Man chera ayoob nashodam? Shayad ham ye ayoob e modern hastam va khodam nemidoonam makhsoosan az jense moanas .. bayad chiz e jalebi bashem .. 90 rooz gozasht .. ye 7 rooz e digeh ham roosh va az sanad e azadi khabari nashod .. bayad dobare rooz ha ro beshomram .. oomadan va raftan aftab ro nezare konam va ba maghzam kalanjar beram ke delam meikhad tondatar bere ya kondtar .. va baz ham kheire bemoonam be rah .. Ta Nov. 8th ... Delem roshane khodaya va roshani e delam ro tarik nakon ... Raftam kenar e darya hafte pish va vaghti ke khoon omidam ro magir az man khodaya .. zadam zie geryeh .. dashtamm midooiidam .. vaisdam ke ye dele seir dar khalvat e khodam va Pacific Ocean zar bezanam .. Bayad ein kar ro mikardam .. fekr konam be ye joor enfejar reside boodam hata bedoon e ein ke khodam bedoonam .. ya khodam ejaze bedam ke bedoonam .. ein mask e khande ro mizanam sooratam sobh ke az khaab pa misham va frkr mikonam khoob mikonam .. be baghie donya che marboote ke man asir shodam .. ke man dar sarzamin e azadishoon .. sarzaminin ke baghie donya ro mikhad azad kone .. asirtarin e asiram .. han kei mikhad bedoone? Chera bayad bedoone?
Neshastam too machine ye joori behtar boodam engar oon bar e har roozi choon khataii ke mikasham ro hata shode baray e chand lahze az rooy e oon ghalba khasteh vali hamchenan omidvaram bardashte boodan
Khodaya man baz ham noomida misham?! Na .. mage na?!